Revelation

I want to feel sad because I know it means I am aware that I have lost something of high value.
I want you to feel sad once I am gone because it means you are aware I was precious to you.
I am blessed to be holding you on those very moments, forgetting about tomorrow and yesterday's sorrow.
I feel cursed to know love can not last long, though I am sure you marked my words, yet I will say it again :
"Blessed is the man who knows when he will die, for in his hands he holds the cards he has left to play before the game is over."