Golden camellia

Every day is a step in the ascencion

Though I never seem to reach the top

Of that mountain where you reside

I look down and I am scared

Emptiness below, hell

I know the fall would be fatal

But I keep my eyes set on the goal

And the gold that is shining

Right by the sun

Eclipsing its very brightness with your own

You are the light I wake up to

And the star I pray every night

The warm softness of your touch

Is the bread that feeds my deprived soul

Still the link is so weak

I know my world could crumble

Loving so much what you can't reach

Is a torture because every blink

Hides you from my eyes

Golden camelia

My hand is reaching for the heat 

Of your body

You are the flower missing in my garden

And every day I seek your seeds

So beautiful yet so fragile

So is the love that keeps us united

Young flower can be taken away by the breeze

Of the wind and never come back

I can't decide how the wind blows

I can't control it, and can't fight it

I have never been an adventurer

But there is a need that must be fed

I am blinded by your beauty

And now ignore any danger

Hope is my only shield

So every step I make

gets me closer to your gorgeousness

Around me is the reign of darkness

You are the lighthouse

I am a lost ship on an ocean of sadness

You are the way out of my misery

The goal I must not die before I reach

Yet the waves are strong

I can't seem to carry on

But in my heart never fades

The vision of the golden camellia

Flower of heaven

I will climb this mountain

And contemplate your grace

May this be the last thing I do 

Before life gives up on me